The Body

I've always had two separate feelings towards body types. I guess we all can't be perfect yet what is this concept of perfection?

It's been bugging me lately browsing through lookbook, staring at all my favourite models and really why can't I just be 100 pounds... my boyfriend thinks thats disgusting yet when I watch America's next top model I begin to idolize their bodies.. I want the bones sticking out, the flawless look of clothes drooping off your body.. Its kinda twisted as far as the 60's were concerned Sophia Loren, Marilyn Monroe, even natural beauty Liz Taylor had it all.. the modern day beyonce, kim kardashian.. The hour glass figure.. my figure, the one I don't want

To put it simply its fucked how brain washed I've become I find

skinny so beautiful, not to say the gorgeous full figure isn't.. because lets be real its what all the men want, and the majority of us have this... Yet we would prefer the clothes.. couture.. fashion.. all of it to love us back as much we love it. To do fashion, we must become fashion.. to feel the stylish love we must fall into the "skinny role" We want the awkward, weird, corky, cute, sexy skinny look than the natural.. I hate falling into this category but I would be a hypocrite to say I'm not.. what can I say I'm head over heels..

I guess it's time to move forward, I have my goals of a beautiful summer bod, lots of working out and ZERO sugar, every summer this seems to work and I loose a great 15 pounds yet I still feel the need to loose more...

Anyways the weak-mindedness needs to stop.. we must always stay true to ourselves, be the real you, and most importantly be happy. Surround yourself around the ones who care and love for who you are and appreciate every little thing about you. I'm going to start feeling great and getting fit for my own reasons not for the sake of clothes. For all you beautiful None Zero's, your gorgeous!

Sincerely,

a Confused Fashionista

Kate Moss your words taunt me. <3